Hang in there bud. Last time I got sober my emotions were everywhere. Indeed, that’s where I am right now. Last night I was getting choked up watching the Lord of the Rings (the very last one).
Other moments I am angry as hell. Other moment depressed. Other moments anxious as all hell. And particularly in the evenings, calm and happy to be sober.
But I can play the tape forward, and going back to drinking to cover it all up, is just not worth it.