I'm glad you're back and going to AA renvate
In my experience - and it's a fairly long list of loves won and lost - good relationships don;t get derailed cos someone tries to cut your grass .
Noone looks for, or is receptive to, something new or better if they're happy with what they have.
Resentment is like drinking poison and hope the other guy dies.
Some relationships are meant to last and some aren't.
Move on and live a good, sober, life man
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