Originally Posted by
DontRemember 
Leave them both alone...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XXObNEFtrkw We can not control the actions of others,only our own. How you handle yourself is on you and you alone. That goes for all facets of life. Focus on yourself in a positive manner.
Funny that, I gotta leave them alone when we weren't left alone.... But hat's why I stopped messages. Gotta at least leave some dignity for myself. It's just a new hot stab in an old wound that's all. Rational mind says what happens after breakup is not upto me, but ofcourse it's a tug of war with emotions.
Being on 3 hours sleep and hungover from 1 bottle of wine and 5 beers is not helping that's for sure.
I've been here before, it's just grief relapse, 6th stage of relationship end or something like that.
I'll get over. It's life.