onlythetruth:
Yes I too don't celebrate but I do remember, remember usually the bad times and there plenty of those. It's odd but I can't seem to remember many good times. I've been told that you tend to forget the unpleasant memories but it doesn't seem to be that way with me. It's like all those dreadful memories are still there, hovering around and they sure do reappear vividly in dreams. Is this the Beast trying to get me to drink? Odd way of doing it I must say, "Drink and maybe you'll be miserable again like you were before. Drink and start the nightmare all over again."
W.