Well, coupled with a booze-damaged brain and the cynicism I've developed about recovery methods when I base them on my experience with **, I've managed to turn everything I read into rocket science. Rather than be open minded and accepting, I get overly cautious and think "What lies are they trying to make believe here?" I get so uptight, thinking that another person or group of people are going to try to convince me into the wrong solution again that it makes it difficult for me to accept anything right away. Some of it is healthy, but I kind of run high on the cynicism side...probably explains why I have a hard time with people. lol