I'm not sure if that's possible. That "arousal" is the Beast. It's like It is exhilarated & triumphant b/c He won the battle against you/your mind. That's what it felt like to me when I look back in retrospect.
I don't know about you, but I am quite content & exhilarated about life in general now.
Now that the Beast is exposed, I have removed the option of drinking ever again & I have control of my life, freedom, serenity & peace. That is intoxicating in itself. To move freely through life, no chains on my mind & soul is all the arousal I need.
I find myself giddy somedays just because.
The war is over & I won!
From that point on, everyday is a celebration to me
