Old 09-08-2017, 03:41 PM
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Fusion
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Zen, mine too sometimes plays the 'just a couple of innocent drinks' and 'you deserve it as a reward' and 'let's celebrate' cards. It has no connection to my full memory banks. It just uses a small selection of memories from the time prior to when the addiction process set in and the Booze Beast was born. It's selective memory serves only to minimise, glamorise or suggest that drink will make me feel better.

As if, ain't going to happen I say to the deluded, instant gratification monster with the memory of a reptile, which that part of my addicted brain is akin to. Yes, I know it's just the addictive brain network, firing away, like an habitual pre-set alarm clock.
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