Originally Posted by
RobbyRobot Myself, I have no difficulty remembering past times of being drunk. I'll never forget what it was like. I remember by free choice. Can I think about my PAST drinking without creating present or future desire to be drunk? Yeah, no problem. Thinking about my past experiences with alcohol doesn't cause me harm.
The above statement is true for me as well. Nevertheless, it is also true that I cannot remember the SENSATION of being under the influence of alcohol. I no longer know what it actually feels like to be drunk or buzzed.
I did have a drinking dream a few months ago. The sensation I recall from the dream was most like a deep fatigue. No sensation of pleasure.
In early years of abstinence I had recurring drinking dreams the context of which I still remember, and I know I experienced the deep pleasure back then, but today I cannot recall it.