Honestly, I've been so embarrassed that I even posted this. It was 3 o'clock in the morning and my BF hadn't come home yet from a party that I had said no to going to. I work these awful hours so I'm always awake in the middle of the night and things look different at that time than they do during the day. My life is way better and I do have friends, although I do miss my old best friend who lived down the street and who I partied with a lot. She's part of the crew my BF was out with and I did feel excluded, even though I excluded myself. I guess I can still be a bit of a drama queen, just a sober one lol. The best part of the drama is how I decided to create the thread here in this newly created sub-forum where it will stay FOREVER....
