The fact that you are here is a great move to a positive side of life but it also tells me that you know that something is not quite right with trying to be a social drinker. And hiding drinks is a HUGE red flag. Yes I know many of us have done that and it certainly was my MO. But that's what denial is about. Lying to myself and others and thinking they don't know. They know. Stop it while you still have a life!