Thank you all for the encouraging words!!!! I am on my third day sober after relapse. Do y’all have anxiety and the fear of unknown things. I made a gratitude list. Meditation today and my devotional. Asked God to remove my character defects! I focus on the negative more than the positive by nature. I have so much going for me and it’s scary not trusting yourself. I am so grateful I found this site. Trying to put one foot in front of the other and really enjoy life rather than being overwhelmed