Originally Posted by BlownOne

True amends to your wife for what has happened will have to take the form of actions. Words at this point are probably meaningless. The damage has been done. I would strongly suggest, if you wish to keep your family, that you make your sobriety your number one priority right now. Yes, even more than your marriage. Actions are all that matter now. Rehab may be a good place to start, IF you are ready and willing to do the work they ask. Praying for you.