Originally Posted by
Lynn830 
I have 34 years sobriety (and am 74 years old)... I more need someone to work through problems of living.
I seriously want what YOU have. 34 years sober and still admitting that you need help and don't know it all? THAT, my friend, is the definition of true ego-crushing humility! I'll tell you what. I will sponsor you if, you in turn, be one of my sponsors.
I second what somebody above said about counseling though. But find a substance abuse counselor - one who knows of alcoholism, recovery and the human condition. I think it would help you immensely.