Welcome AnotherLife!
So glad you found us and I'm really happy that you've made the decision to never drink again and never change your mind!! The freedom that comes from knowing you hold all the power is a radical realization...at least it was for me! We are truly liberated from the bonds of alcohol once and for all!
There's a really informative AVRT discussion thread you might be interested in, as well...it is right below the stickies in the general Secular Forum.
Hope to see you around the forums!