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Old 04-05-2018, 05:41 AM
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3trees
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Join Date: Apr 2018
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today is my 4th day too. i don't have a rant, but i am sure i will someday soon!

right now, i am trying to see the upside. although my brain is still a little foggy, it is so nice to wake up without a hangover. early. i get to see my husband off to work and my teenager off to school. i can have a cup of coffee and watch the snow (yes, damn snow) falling in april.

i remember what i did last night. i didn't "drunk" facebook or text or whatever.

it isn't easy. i had a tough moment last night....well, a few, actually. and i literally talked aloud to myself in the car, reminding me of the why. i recounted all of the incidents that were traumatizing to me and my kids. and then i told myself all of the reasons i am worth more than the pain i caused myself and my kids while drinking.

you can do this. i can do this. keep coming back and we will help each other!
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