How the Hell is it Only Day Four
I've been searching around the forum, especially between 6-9pm, which is when the urge for me to drink is peaked, and I see all these people that are making it 30+ days, and all I could think is "There's no F'ing way".
Last night I was playing Video Games with some old friends, and in between each round hearing "One sec, grabbing a beer" made me want to throw my controller at the screen.
Sleeping still sucks, If I can make it two hours without snapping awake at the smallest of sounds that's a gift. I woke up thinking it was close to 5am and I should start getting ready only to find out it was only 1130pm.
On a positive note my stupid app is telling me I saved 30 bucks by not drinking, so maybe Ill treat myself to lunch today.
If anyone talks to me at work I'm kicking them in the shin.
Rant Over, thanks.