Enough is enough
I have been in treatment before and thought I could handle my drinking again. But that is so untrue. Lately it has caused problems in my marriage and with my family. It recently affected my job and I am so tired of living this way. Thankfully I still have my job but the drinking at lunch could of caused termination. I wake up and if there is alcohol around from night before I can't control myself and think it'll help me feel better. I have been in rehab and know what I need to do but I am just so scared to give it up completely.