Hi Buckley
it took me a lot longer than 38 days to work out who sober me was and what I wanted.
I also didn't have the energy to do much - and I was a little paralysed with fear too.
What if this is the best it ever gets?
Rest assured - things will get better - you will find your energy, you will work out who sober you is and you will work out what you want your sober life to look like.
As fir commitment. I have a commitment to keep breathing too
I think, once you build that sober life you love, you won't want to lose it and you'll find your commitment to staying sober will be as fundamental as breathing
D