Hugs to you.
Honestly, there will be NO eyerolls. It's not a competition for who can destroy their life most effectively! They'll just be glad you came in while there are still some "yet"s left (as in "I haven't done x, y or z YET".)
When I arrived in AA I had little hope and no love or respect for myself. The poeple there supplied me with all three of those things until I was capable of them for myself. Please go. Let them help you as they helped me and continue to do.
BB