Self loathing
Yesterday I drank too much at my husband’s family Easter celebration. I am doing this too often and I don’t want his family to see me like that anymore.
I embarrassed myself, my three kids, and my husband. Even though no one said anything.... I feel overwhelming shame and anxiety.
My mom recently passed away and I missed her so much yesterday.
I’m so surprised I found this site and I’m hoping to recover from drinking too much. I would love to stop drinking completely.
I hate myself right now.