Originally Posted by
butcher70 This is absolute truth.. my last and final detox was medical and had to be put in a coma. You will explore every dark crack in your mind. Hands down the worst thing I have ever done. Sadly I had two previous coma detox's before it finally stuck. And probably at least 5-8 adivan assisted ones before that. They absolutely get worse over time. Those dark times are what I whisper back to the demon when he starts whispering to have "one or two". Not sure I could survive it.
Wow you must be blessed...im not very religious but wow. You must be here for a special reason. Your comment really hits home to me but must add there is no way i could imagine your torture during those times as that is much worse than my experiences. Those demons do pull you apart, that i can identify with.