Don't worry just go. At my meeting yesterday, 4 ladies came right back after a relapse, 3 with several years of sobriety, one being in and out and I'm just as happy to see them as I am the first time newcomer. I went as often as I drank, didn't quite make the 90/90 either and have mixed emotions on that but I went as often as I could that's for sure. I did get a sponsor fairly quickly and relied on her guidance and still do.