You are amazing love, always. No matter what happens, the principles of the program never dessert you. I would have taken it all a bit too seriously as well, but yeah, in the end, how important is it? You are OK and that's the most important thing.
....hoping your pass gets replaced quickly. Not good about your MTA.....
Tomorrow is another day, hopefully it will bring better weather and send good things your way.
♥♥