Hi SurvivorK, welcome back. You've obviously made some amazing inroads in your recovery if you had 6 years sober. Try not to think of it as going back to day 1, just a little obstacle in the road and now you're back on the good path. As someone pretty new to recovery and also dealing with anxiety and depression, I relate to your issues with them. By week 3 I felt so much better - clearer, calmer, less hopeless. Those feelings will start to go away and combined with your self-esteem and pride for not going back to the drink life will start to improve day by day. You can do this!