Originally Posted by venuscat

Love, no need to be sorry....at all.

And oh sweetheart.....if only I could make you believe that this is so so so so normal....that as thinking caring sensitive FEELING people who numbed the pain, yes, it floods out....it comes rushing at us so fast and so hard that it is too much.

When I was first sober, for months I mean.....I cried at the perfection of the sun on the road....a bloody mirage would set me off. It was so so beautiful.

And I couldn't watch sad ads, sad TV AT ALL for like a year....I was always flooded with emotions that were way too big for me.

It settled. Some.
Now I am just overjoyed like a child most of the time.
Sometimes overwhelmed with sadness at events in the world....but better. Much better.

It gets better. It gets easier honey. ♥