Ready,
My av was active for over 6 months. All the triggrrs...e.g. 4th of july, 3 day weekends, xmas etc etc.
I learned here that it takes 5 years of sobriety to really get the full healing.
I craved today...st patties. But, not much. I went to the casino on my motorcycle.
Had a coffee. Watched March Madness.
I haven't rode my motorcycle in 6 months. It was awesome.
Can't wait to ride more. I stopped for a long time. Agoraphobia and spatial disorientation. Both are pretty much gone now.
Just need to take it easy. My bike doesn't take off fast, but it can reach speeds of over 130 mph very insideously.
Sobriety healed most of my issues. Prostate too. I am going #1 with more power than I can remember. Sorry if seems tmi, but I know there are folks that can relate.
I will never be out of the woods though. Relapse is always possible.
Addict for life.
Thanks.