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Tatsy Hi, Newway, your post resonated with me. I was blessed with an easy life, then a struggling life; then I found alcohol quelled the troublesome thoughts. But instead of rising and fighting as a warrior soul, I was defeated, and consequently drank more and more. Drank myself into a veritable pit of despair.
Then, at a low ebb, I found the fight to rise once more and please believe me, my life is amazing now. Was it worth losing years over? Possibly, because I have clarity, vibrancy, joy over the smallest of things (raindrops, frost, bird song, dog licks, laughter, smiles, hugs) all of which I’d taken for granted and previously ignored.
Thanks for sharing your story! Very validating and similar to my own. I am rediscovering the beauty of life as well, and although it isn't always beautiful, trying to feel and accept the negative parts too - Feel my problems away, not numb them. It's amazing how we have to relearn such things. Glad you found your way, hope to be there soon.