Chimp,
For me....no antabuse. I am trying to maintain sobriety drug free.
It is hard sometimes,
I have not been through heavy DT's yet. I did have hellish agoraphobia though.
Pretty much walked on the edge of sanity for a while.
But, it was all in my head. My ex carpool buddy made fuN of me fro driving 60 mph on the highway. My wife and son had to deal w me taking back streets 20 miles sometimes, because I was afraid of the freeway.
But, I am all better now.
Your relapse after 8 years clean is a great reminder that I am an addict for the rest of my life.
Thanks for that.