Originally Posted by
tomsteve 
thats good,yet not good, to hear. hes in the right place at this time.
nita, please take care of yourself at this time and be careful. i havent ended up in the hospital, but had times my fiance left. she would get tired of my drunken crap and leave.
but shed come back. me filled with im sorries and i promises and im going to's. none of it stuck. didnt take long and i was worse than before.
and she went down with me.
I'm not willing to go down with him. I'm trying to stay away from the hospital. Kept myself busy today and took care a lot of my "To Do" List.
I know that my heart wants to be with him and worry. I've let myself break and cry here and there... I'm not perfect. But I'm trying.