Originally Posted by
sweetichick 
I do need to let go absolutely. Poverty will probably save me as well. It's not a good choice though.
i dont think it will be poverty that will save you. check out what the BB says:
He clamors for this or that, claiming he cannot master alcohol until his material needs are cared for. Nonsense. Some of us have taken very hard knocks to learn this truth: Job or no job - wife or no wife -
we simply do not stop drinking so long as we place dependence upon other people( or things) ahead of dependence on God.
But there is One who has all power-that One is God. May you find Him now!
Half measures availed us nothing. We stood at the turning point. We asked His protection and care with
complete abandon.
complete abandon- THAT would be a great meeting topic.