Feeling a combo of down and anxious
Idle time is not good for me. Today I was thinking about drinking again but when I was at the store I ran into a man I met at an AA meeting. We had friendly banter. For some reason I felt like that was a sign that I needed and wanted another sober day. Still, I do feel down and anxious so I am going for a walk.
I was thinking today about why I want to be sober. The bottom line is I don't want to die from alcohol related illnesses and I want to see my daughter grow up.