hey Pepperflo,
It can be really daunting to contemplate giving up alcohol. I was a 2 bottle a night drinker too.
The fact you are here means you want to make a change and we want to support you. I’m still in really early days and I had SO many false starts and attempts at moderation.
There is a lot of really helpful information on this site and many different approaches. I know it is scarey, but be kind to yourself, we are all walking this path together and nobody is going to judge.