Welcome, Rae - it's so good to meet you.
Congratulations on your Day 7. We know how hard you worked to get there. Weekends are a challenge in the early days, but it gets easier as you get more sober time behind you.
I had a similar routine for many years - but because I didn't do anything about my drinking, I became completely dependent on it. Just before coming to SR and quitting, I was drinking 'round the clock - very close to destroying myself. Alcohol turned me into a person I didn't even recognize, and I was leading half a life - putting myself in danger & risking everything. This won't happen to you. You'll be free.