Originally Posted by
Alc123 
I am in the US. I did my 4 drinks in the morning. Guess I will do my 2 tomorrow morning and then stop and hope my sleep and panic is better. It could just be my clinical depression but I hope you are right. I was just terrified of having a seizure in the night (cant afford a doctor) and living alone and having no friends.
You may find your depression improves greatly with a few months sobriety, I know I'm a different, happier person in every way.
I needed to be around people to quell my fear in the early months, and AA meetings helped. Call the local number and talk to someone. Don't let this fear of a seizure and fear of anxiety stop you from getting help. They've seen it and heard it all before.
We are here, but if you want to be around people and can't afford a doctor, that's what I would do.