Well convinced is a strange word. Ive convinced myself I have a problem, then convinced myself I didn't. The more I look back on it tho the more I realize that there was a problem. And looking at it now I realize it is a recurrent problem. Nothing wrong with a beer at dinner, but then it becomes a cycle of wanting more. Then it inevitably ends with me getting plastered and waking up the next morning realizing the issue has returned, seems the simplest solution is to not have any at all. Much easier said than done although this is the point I am at right now. Drinking has broken me financially and emotionally so from here on out I will abstain from it. Not saying I won't need help. This place seems like an awesome place to vent and to also listen.