Gosh you guys thank you for the support and sharing your struggles with me. It helps to know that I am not alone in this. Triton thank you for writing. I hope you kick this horrible addiction to. Well I am in the music bussiness where many succesful rich men I know with to much money have the same problem. Mine was they give it all to me free lol. We all have our problems and were all fighting and hopefully win. I will pray for all of you as well. This isn't a life relying on some powder or a drink to make us feel better. In aa the other day someone said it isn't that we have a problem with alcohol or drugs, we have a living problem. So true.... Peace and Love