I'm lost
So I am new to the site. Thank you guys for your amazing posts. So I have been an addict my whole life. I have 14 years clean from drugs but it's the alcohol I can't beat. It makes me feal like I'm myself. I'm terrified to be sober. The anxiety kills me. I pray to God it will stop but a new day comes and I start again. I was in healthcare for years so I know the risks of cold turkey. Rehabs don't help . I just need someone who understands. Thx for reading