I think substance abuse must go hand-in-hand with some people. I know it does for me! I've done too many drugs to even want to think about.....I still do cocain and meth and mushrooms and ecstasy....occasionally :slaphead
I have gotten to the point though where I don't have to do drugs.....I can say no to them and I can even be around them without doing them(it's hard but, I can!). I think it's because I'm terrified of the affter-effects (affects? I always get those two screwed up!). I'm so scared I'm going to have horrible anxiety the next day....so I really think about that now.
Anyway, still struggling pretty hard-core with the alcohol......I'm sober tonight, though!!
Feeling pretty good about that. It's the first night all week I remember being sober!! I still drank today....so, does that count as being sober right now?? I just had 2 glasses of wine over about 3 hours.....usually I'm totally drunk in 3 hours
So, anyway....one day at a time....I'm glad I found this site~