Originally Posted by
Jack16 
10.56 here in London.
I'm back, and I am on Day 3.
I'm not really sure what happened, but it happened. I don't feel ashamed, but I do feel embarrassed.
I have been on (and off) S.R. since 2014, and that is something I need to think about. Why I've achieved a lot of sober time, but not yet made it stick. I nned to think about what I can do different this time.
What I do know, is that I started to feel myself drift. I suppose I had doubts but I didn't voice them on the forum. I remember Kris saying to be careful. But I didn't heed that.
Anyway, I'm back in the saddle and I'm taking it seriously.
In for 24
Hope everyone is good
I have missed you.....I know it sounds weird, but I was really feeling you....and I was worried.
All I know for sure is that I tried to, wanted to get sober for many years. I really did not think it was possible at all, ever.
Today is 3 years and 4 months. This is not my miracle: this is OUR miracle. I am the product of coming here every single day, no matter what.
Love you
Jack and we are all here for you.
Onward my friend.
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