Trohyn,
Understand this all too well. It's what told me I should just act out 'Leaving Las Vegas' last year because I didn't think it was much use. We're peers and as your peer I wanna tell you that I concur with you being active. Set small goals and congratulate yourself for each one. Don't worry about feeling silly; just do it. You know the booze is a seductress that will leave you much worse after she's gone.
Tell the AV where to go and seize the freaking day my bro
TheT.