hey delizadee
I can really relate to where you are at.
Ive had a hell of a time over the last couple of years trying to get sober again.
I know it is gut wrenching and terrifying...at least it is for me.
One of the reasons I kept relapsing was because of withdrawals.
I cant count the amount of times ive tapered off been to detoxes and rehabs.
If I had a dollar for every time I could by myself an island.
but I drank all my money.
the long and the short of it is I hear you and we stand together trying to rebuild our lives.
van