And I know. I do not want to drink again, today tomorrow or anymore. I just don't really know how what else to do.
We get told the same thing here as other places, don't stop suddenly drinking, taper or maintain til you can get in or get help.
Aaaaand then they say you have to be stabilized from alcohol before you can get into stabilization treatment, detox, and in or outpatient treatmen. Lol
I have to think. I am back to the hair pulling. It's ridiculous. I run my hands through my short hair like crazy to calm myself down.
I didn't start taking them without knowing the risks but then things got changed up on me. I am not even stopped them. That is the worst part of this sh*t.
When you feel so bloody awful just for cutting a dose of whatever, halfway.