I hope your son will be fine now . So glad you were sober and congratulations on 143 days .
Your post reminds me of a shameful event when my youngest son now 24 was about 5 years old and we were in a park with stream where he was throwing stones into the water and I was drinking strong lager sitting quite close to him .
I dont know how but he cut his hand on a sharp piece of slate and I knew right away it needed stitches . I was in a position that I had to drive him to A an E . It took me all my might not to breathe near the staff but i,m sure they must have smelt the stench of beer . To this day I have never told a soul other than you on SR about the fact that I would have been well over the limit . I cringe when I recall that day .