Originally Posted by
nez 
When I stopped searching for it, I found it... in the quiet. It was different, but better. It was what I had searched for all those years. I had just been confused on what it was I was actually searching for.
This is it. I know it's there as well.
Might just be a simple as peace of mind. Whatever it is, I know it's not inside the burning building of my alcoholism.