Originally Posted by Stew1984

Well if im dealing with today and today only, I'm up and on my way to work. I think what’s happened is because I started up drinking again, the urges are way worse than the last time I decided to quit.

First and foremost today, I have to break this vicious cycle and get into bed sober. I have to face any discomfort today and dismiss any cravings.

The reality has been I’ve prioritised alcohol over everything and everyone else has been a side note.

I feel like it’s now this huge monster that’s taken control- I’ve got to challenge this today and take back control of the situation