Originally Posted by
Stew1984 
so I haven’t really addressed the addiction thing.
So this time- it’s tackling all of it
I would agree - you never did really address it.
How do you plan on tackling it now? Talk won't do it, either will thinking about it. Self pity won't help either - or criticism or "laying into you"
We all know what you need to do, and so do you. The only question left to answer is if you will actually do it.