Originally Posted by
lessgravity 
Couldn't agree more about the "getting away with it" addiction. I also am addicted to that. Something that was created over years and years of hiding and lying - there because a perverse pride I found in getting away with it.
Of course we both know we never really got away with anything. I've paid the price in cash and in taxes on my soul, and my career and my body.
Either way, I'm also looking at that juvenile pleasure I've taken in thinking I've gotten away with it as well, as I take stock these days. It's something worth examining.
I want to 'get away with' living to sixty and then 70 despite the bad treatment I gave my body for a decade or two - those are worthy goals.
Getting hammered because your wife is out of town, is not a worthy way to spend the day
Drinking because she'll never know (been there and done that) is not a great comment on character either.
That AV is skeezy.
Shut it down
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