Feeling numb
So I’ve always self medicated and it only made things worse!! Last month I finally went to doctors and found out I’m bipolar and have severe anxiety and panic attacks we have tried 4 different medications already and they haven’t work so we done another switch it’s day 8 and today they double the dose of this one... since I started from day 1 about 80% of the day I have no feeling kind of feel numb and I don’t care about anything anymore... every once in awhile I will get a random mood swings and it will go way after sometime I barely talk now because My mind is usually blank but I have a feeling this one won’t work out either kind of feel hopeless and everything is pointless right now and I don’t even know why I’m trying