Welcome BladeRunner
I agree with Nons on the HFA thing.
One thing I have to add tho - something that was fundamental for me - was accepting that there'd no more glasses of port or whatever after a meal.
My friends can do that - I can't - I'm likely to wake up in a different city 3 weeks later.
Less humorously - I'll drink til I die.
Its the first drink that gets me, not the last - don't take that first drink and you can live whatever kind of life you want
I really recommend you adopt that kind of thinking as you go forward
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