Jhon,
In my first 90 days of sobriety I went to my Dad's house for a Bday party.
I used to drink with him starting around noon. He would always tell me...I never drink like this except when you are around.
Thanks Dad.
The booze was around this time as well. My Dad and his friend got wasted every day.
I was tempted. But every morning I woke up sober was a victory.
Seeing my 70 year old Dad struggling w a hangover was motivation.
He enabled me as a child. He didn't know any better he says. Sometimes I feel like he was trying to hurt me on purpose.
I use these thoughts to protect myself and my family now.
Peer pressure was the reason I had that 1/2 shot 6 months ago.
While it didn't cause a relapse, or change my physical and mental state, i still regret it.
Stay clean.
Thanks.